Why

"Why, do you always do this to me. Why couldnt you just see it through me. How come, we act like this like we just dont care at all. Do you expect me to believe i was the only one to fall. I can feel i can feel you near me, even when your far away, i can feel i can feel you baby,why. Its not suposed to hurt this way i need you i need you more and more each day."
Avril Lavigne.

I am so tired
and bored
this is going to be like the most boring popst yet.
So yesterday when i went shopping i got C's b-day present.
Its pretty?
Its a shirt and its like pink and has flowers or something on it.
But its not one of those grandma pink flower shirts.
Its like sex me up pink flower shirt.
I HATE LIVING WITH MY DAD.
Like he just sucks.
I really just hate living with him,
dont get me wrong i love him.
It might not seem like it,
but i do, and everyone makes mistakes.
He just does to many,
to close together.
And then i was thinking, if i go to high school with Andreas next year, this is going to cause a lot of shit, but its going to be funny. Like i know all his friends, and his friend and i are all like bff's but not really, but we chill, we chill. So i'm going to like hang around with these kids just to make him mad.
Ros told me that in the summer i have to hold like a "Party" for her to meet all the hot gr 11's!
Yeah, that would amuse me greatly.
I know like 17 kids in gr 9 (going for next year) like a trillion of the gr 10 (for next year) all the gr 11 like honestly ALL the gr.11's (they will be in gr.11 next year) and then i only know like 3 gr 12's.
Im going for Drama and for singing.
But no one else from my schol is going for singing.
So im a gonn be screweedddd.
But it'll be fine.
But like everyone in my school put like DRAMA! and visual arts, well i dont know about C.
I honestly cant hang out with her next year, i eally really really really really really really really really really really really really really dont DONT DO NOT want to hang out with her next year.
There are like 4 people i do not want to hang out with next year...
A,J,I and C. But like yeah.
J does not stand for Justin. BTW!
I am so tired right now. I should really be doing homework,
or cleaning.
Well earlier i cleaned out my dresser/closet, wait, did i already say this in my last post? i dunno,.
But yeah i only have 20 shirts left and 3 pairs of pants.
Hehh...
Well i best get to workin..