hmm..

Umm...
okay, so i still have this guy on msn.
and i stay online and dont block him, because i still have hope that he will start a convo with me.
i know im pathetic.
when i was hanging out with that girl Bonnie
i was looking at her phone,
and who's number do i come across other than him.
so, now i know his number..
its actually kind of odd,
Benja called him. and was like, wait hold on a sec i have to go masterbate.
i love benja,
but saying that to none other than JP.
i hate him for that.
But thats ok. i am hooking him up with Ros.
They would make such a cute couple :) ♥
But yeah, i dont know,
should i jsut like delete mr. platnar as a friend on msn?
because i know that he wont open a convo with me.
and when i do with him,
he doesnt say anything.
So really,
im just stupid.
i am stupid for going to the party,
for meeting him,
for liking him,
for ever thinking anything about him.
seriously,
there are probably like 1000 other girls my age in T.O right now saying
this exact thing...
no one knows how this feels.
I mean everyone has there case.
but mine is just stupid,
which is why no one knows how it feels.
I just like hate this feeling,
its so annoying,
and it just wont go away.
Well,
High school with him next year,
oh god, and Andreas.