I wait for you to come and save me
I Hope that you will come and show me
and tell me...
That you cant take me off your mind
That you were just scared to read the signs
That we could actually be something more then friends in love
Then I would tell all the things
That I have been to let you know
and we could actually be something more the friends in love

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Cause we live.. our different lives... when we are worlds apart.

AM I LIKE THE ONLY ONE EXCITED FOR HIGH SCHOOL?!
its going to be so much fun!
We will be out of our shitty little school, with actually people. Instead of being isolated with these little freaks.. my friends are freaks, everyone knows that!
The only thing i am actually going to miss about this school will be Maria (she is the best teacher i have EVER had) and Mitch... Mitch is special.. I will miss him, but yeeahh, i will also miss Anya.
They are pretty chill people. I feel like a douche. Because my friend Laura was like i dont want to go to Rosedale, and at the time i thought i would be going to Jarvis, so i told her to apply there, because like it is a good school. its just not the school i would want to go to. But so she finaly agreed to go to Jarvis... and then when i told her i was going to Rosedale, she first screamed for like ten minutes... and she was sitting on my lap so i really cant hear out of my right ear anymore..
But then she was like... so your not going to Jarvis... and she was like sad. and she is my best friend, and liek although we went to different middle schools and we are in different grades... i dont want to leave her.. She is my one friend who has been there through it all... She's been there longer than Elsa... Longer than Autymn and definetly longer than Adrian.
She was the one person i would talk to when my mom died. She was the one person who actually knew my mom out of my friends, her mom and my mom were like best friends, and then having her as my best friend, its just like good i guess? I dont know. But I have grown up with her, and she is the only person i feel comftorble enough to do anything with. Like usually, when i go to people's houses im all shy and stuff.. But when i get to her house, im like BAM. and its probably becuase of the fact that yeah, i did grow uo with ehr and her mom. Her dad used to scare me.. but i have grown to love Roberto. (Robert) im the only one who is aloud to call him that!
Actually no. im pretty sure his family calls him that. But im the only one of lauras friends who is aloud to call him that. Just like im the only one aloud to call KD, KD or Macaroni. And i am the only one aloud to call Benja fart ass. (long story)
And yeah.
I have names for everyone!
Like laura is lou lou mcMuffin.. because on the out side she is fucking skinny as crap. and on the inside she has the heart of a fatty.
And KD (kraft dinner/ kevin dickie) and Macaroni (KD)
and Fart Ass... haha Benja
i love benja! when he called justin he was like sorry, i have to go masterbate now... byyee.
I LOVE HIM!
Yes well it is late...
so i supose is should be off to bed.
But yeah also for Sarah, i call her Quetieee.
and then for autymn i call her Auto Bot.
And for Elsa... its Bitch. she is a bitch, she honestly does not the rage i have built up inside of me for her.
And for Charlotte... i call her charlotte. like latte. the beverage.
I really honestly do not DO NOT want her to go to RDHSA with me... i love her and everything, but she is a competitive actress. and thats what none of the people from there that i know are like.
But then again, thats like ... well thats a lot of the people there lol
But yeah, and then for Lindsmore i call her Lindsmore
and for Anya... scottie frikin hottie. (again... long story)

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Seen your face
Yesterday I met you I just can't forget you baby (oh)
Your embrace
If the wrong were the right then the battles that we fight
Would be worth it
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
You make me feel
So good
Well i know sometimes
Ive made mistakes
Ive gone and choose the wrong way
But i need to to know
That ill always love and only need you