My life would suck without you.

"You got a peice of me, and i gotta say, my life would suck without you." kelly clarkson.

Ok,
so there is this girl named Erin,
and she likes JP and she keeps freaking talking to me about him. like seriously if all you want to talk to me about is him, just go away, or dont bother talking to me. Like she's a nice girl, but i dont want to hear abotu the guy im trying to get over.
And then I said I am so excited for High School, and she said,
Why so yu can see justin platnar?
and seriously.
Dont even fuck with me right now.
I am so mad :(v grr.
But my plan on the first day...
Stuff a bran muffin in his face :P
he doesnt like bran :)
but who doesnt like muffins?
NO ONE!
i love chocolate muffins.
im fat, everyone already knows that!
But yeah, a world without chocolate, is a world without happieness.
like ask Ros,
but the stupid thing is Ros cant get fat, its actually like impossible for her to. Cause i have seen her eat, and she does not gain a pound. Its not fair :(
Well i did like 4 math forums today :)
thats good?
i dont know,
then i was talking to Micheal, (i think you are the only one who reads my blog micheal!)
so then he was like im gonn get fat
and guys cant get fat,
its not fair, girls like starve there selves and then guys can eat like all they want, and they dont gain a pound, they have such fast matableisms.
i hate guys.
for many reasons.
but that is a reason too!
I am so tired. i havent gotten much sleep latley... stupid people, well... i keep thinking about them, and then i cant sleep. because im so confeused about my own feelings. and its so stupid, because i cant control them, you people dont even know how much i want to just like take a week or so off of school, and just sit at home, and think of all the reasons why i should or shouldnt like these people.
and seriously,
answer me this, im not saying I do. But other people do... What is wrong with a girl liking a guy younger than her? Seriously? Guys are aloud to date people younger than them, but then when an older girl goes out with a younger guy, suddenly its the end of the world.
Its stupid. age doesnt matter honestly people. Like if your a fucking gold digger, then ill poop on your chest for treating/ tricking someone like that, but like look at all these cases. I know a guy whos 45 he married a girl who is 28. thats a BIG difference, so if a girl likes a guy by like a year or two everyone is like EW thats so gross. I honestly dont see the point, or the difference.
But like i said, i defenatly do not like a person younger than me, i think everyone in the world knows who i like :P
Well... i dont really like him/love him. Its just a habbit of not letting people go. and thats suck suckish.
But yeah. i dont like him, i just cant let go of him. its weird, i did this amny other people in the past, except the case wasnt this bad.