CRAP. that was scary.

Be My Escape"

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You



ILOVE THAT SONG!
its fab...
ok well if anyone is still reading this...you really have no life, if you like to read about people bitching about guys..
i was so crazy today after school i like run out screaming what is this.. but everyone who reads this was there... so yeah.....
im so bored.
and i am like gar.
hate it.. hate. it.
i really hope my dreams dont continue, i had another one last night, and i dont want to have my sleep dirupted even more!


OH SHIT THAT WAS SCARYY!
SO I JUST INSTALLED THE NEW MSN. AND THEN IT SAID MAKE GROUPS, SO I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE NORMAL MSN GROUPS, WHERE YOU DONT HAVE TO HAVE THEM ACCEPT YOUR INVITATION, SO I MADE ONE CALLED I LOVE HIM... AND OFCORSE JUSTIN WAS THE ONLY ONE I HAD IN THERE.... AND ITS JUST LIKE SHIT! AND THEN IT TOOK ME LIKE 5 MINUTES TO FIND OUT HOW TO DELETE THAT GROUP. HOYL FUCK ... THAT WAS NOT GOOD. NOT NOTNTONOTNNOTYOOOTOTOTTO GOOD!
but yeah, i found out how to delete it, but if he came on when i was tryingto... that would have been awkward.