crap.

ok.well Kara convinsed me to write more. so here it goes.
well.. i got my new phone today... it is gorg.
i kind of like someone. but its not major.
so it doesnt really matter. because first off. this person. does not in anyway.... like me at all. like we are 'friends' but trust me. that will never ever change. like everyoen has liked this person, so that kind of give it away. and everyone says he is super dooper hot. i personally do not think he is that great.
this is shit. i feel like shit.
i am sad now.
i feel like i did last year.
this is a crap feeling to have.
i have to go do something. i dont want to go to school tomorrow.
Rosedale. yay. i dont even want to go to high school. i dont want to graduate. and just stay home.
nothing will change, i will still be the "fat" one. ill be the one guys just want to be friends with, no one will ever think of me differently.
i just hate it, it feels stupid. its so much easier to be a guy and be liked then to be girl to be liked. the only who has ever liked me is Kuba.. not the greatest guy to have like you.
im just really mad.
its so annoying.
and garrr. so many people like people. but they cant tell anyone, either that person is already in a realationship. or they are like they are the nicest person ever.