ok... im really scared. like my family is actually really suffering money wise. Like it might not seem that bad by me saying this... but the amount that i can spend on my grad dress is like 25-35 dollars. when other girls in my class are spending like 200 on theres. But anyway. i found a dress.. thats like on sale from 44.50 to 25.. so.. yeah.. i just like dont want people thinking im like cheep or something.
ok... well i found 5 dresses.... but one of them will be for a wedding i am going to in the summer.. and the total for the 5 dresses is 124..that makes them all sound really cheep. but there all marked down from 44... if that helps...
Well its really 4 dresses and a sweater. i know if i can only get two... which two i will get. so... yeah. and that will be like 50-60 dollars. but yeah BUT I WANT THAT SWEATER!
ok... well i just eliminated some of the merchandise.. so now its four items for 79.99... which means.... FREE SHIPPING!...
my family will be so proud.. i know how to bargan shop...
i really hope the people who actually read this dont think anything different of me. like its not my fault my family cant afford it. like i feel bad. i wasted all my money shopping on clothes for people to think i have good style. but it doesnt mean anything. Like now i am that much poorer for worrying about what people thought of me.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
crap.
ok.well Kara convinsed me to write more. so here it goes.
well.. i got my new phone today... it is gorg.
i kind of like someone. but its not major.
so it doesnt really matter. because first off. this person. does not in anyway.... like me at all. like we are 'friends' but trust me. that will never ever change. like everyoen has liked this person, so that kind of give it away. and everyone says he is super dooper hot. i personally do not think he is that great.
this is shit. i feel like shit.
i am sad now.
i feel like i did last year.
this is a crap feeling to have.
i have to go do something. i dont want to go to school tomorrow.
Rosedale. yay. i dont even want to go to high school. i dont want to graduate. and just stay home.
nothing will change, i will still be the "fat" one. ill be the one guys just want to be friends with, no one will ever think of me differently.
i just hate it, it feels stupid. its so much easier to be a guy and be liked then to be girl to be liked. the only who has ever liked me is Kuba.. not the greatest guy to have like you.
im just really mad.
its so annoying.
and garrr. so many people like people. but they cant tell anyone, either that person is already in a realationship. or they are like they are the nicest person ever.
well.. i got my new phone today... it is gorg.
i kind of like someone. but its not major.
so it doesnt really matter. because first off. this person. does not in anyway.... like me at all. like we are 'friends' but trust me. that will never ever change. like everyoen has liked this person, so that kind of give it away. and everyone says he is super dooper hot. i personally do not think he is that great.
this is shit. i feel like shit.
i am sad now.
i feel like i did last year.
this is a crap feeling to have.
i have to go do something. i dont want to go to school tomorrow.
Rosedale. yay. i dont even want to go to high school. i dont want to graduate. and just stay home.
nothing will change, i will still be the "fat" one. ill be the one guys just want to be friends with, no one will ever think of me differently.
i just hate it, it feels stupid. its so much easier to be a guy and be liked then to be girl to be liked. the only who has ever liked me is Kuba.. not the greatest guy to have like you.
im just really mad.
its so annoying.
and garrr. so many people like people. but they cant tell anyone, either that person is already in a realationship. or they are like they are the nicest person ever.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
the last one.
i hate it when people remind me of who i really am.
i hate this, like.
roar.
i dont want to write it because people will think im stupid.
so i dont know.
i think i should just stop the hole "blogging" in general.
no one wants to hear what i have to say.
i hate this, like.
roar.
i dont want to write it because people will think im stupid.
so i dont know.
i think i should just stop the hole "blogging" in general.
no one wants to hear what i have to say.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
the crap hole.
there is a moldy pizza pocket sitting next to me.
i just thought everyone should know what is on my desk at the moment...:
a book, a bowl,a moldy pizza pocket, a plate, a juice box,a camera, another camera, a razor, a bar of soap, a hair elastic, 13 more hair elastics, 4 braclets,a plastic microphone, paper, powder, a box, a toblarone box,a tin cup, arm warmers cards, playing cards, pastels, usb cables, wrappers, speakers, my computer,a box for my psp, more paper, pictures,pens,markers,pencils... if you dont believe me... ask Kara, she even told me my room was a crap hole. luv ya bab :0
i just thought everyone should know what is on my desk at the moment...:
a book, a bowl,a moldy pizza pocket, a plate, a juice box,a camera, another camera, a razor, a bar of soap, a hair elastic, 13 more hair elastics, 4 braclets,a plastic microphone, paper, powder, a box, a toblarone box,a tin cup, arm warmers cards, playing cards, pastels, usb cables, wrappers, speakers, my computer,a box for my psp, more paper, pictures,pens,markers,pencils... if you dont believe me... ask Kara, she even told me my room was a crap hole. luv ya bab :0
Cellular :)
Michael jinxed me..
so.. i dont know if we have english tomorrow and i still havent done my plot line... shiz.
my dad is a stupid boy. very stupid indeed.
but thats okay :)
i still love him. i think.
ok.. well i do like a person, but there 17... so thats kinda weird.
there my dads best friends kid..
they are like smokin'!
and we hung out today, it was good, we saw a movieee. i was so frikin scared.
and when i was, he was like haha and he put his arm around me :) loveeeeeee.
i had the scariest nightmare last night. like im dead. it was terrifiying it wasnt one of those Jplat dreams. it was a actual scary dream, that people other than me would find scary.
so. now my phone isnt comming till friday. its so stupid. my dad didnt order it. so we have to order it tomorrow. if he doesnt. hes going to hear something out of me. i know its a privalige to have a phone. but like, roar. i want mine!
i know what phone i want!
sorry. i was just looking at the phone my brother is getting. and since i havent ordered mine yet. i am going to get the one he is going to get. its called the Samsung M320 silver... i dont like the silver, but its the only color they have, so i have to get it. but its okay,because its a cool phone.
this is the last time i am changing my mind!
and if it turns out to be a phone i dont want, then i will have a phone i dont like. but really its all about calling people. and if it calls them, then thats fine!
i made the list of all my contacts already. there are 365.. ha im so cool ;P
you guys wanna see a double chin smiley? ok.: :)) haha... to clever. to clever.
yes Mirch i liked Henry, your the only one who did not know that, because even he knew.
so.. i dont know if we have english tomorrow and i still havent done my plot line... shiz.
my dad is a stupid boy. very stupid indeed.
but thats okay :)
i still love him. i think.
ok.. well i do like a person, but there 17... so thats kinda weird.
there my dads best friends kid..
they are like smokin'!
and we hung out today, it was good, we saw a movieee. i was so frikin scared.
and when i was, he was like haha and he put his arm around me :) loveeeeeee.
i had the scariest nightmare last night. like im dead. it was terrifiying it wasnt one of those Jplat dreams. it was a actual scary dream, that people other than me would find scary.
so. now my phone isnt comming till friday. its so stupid. my dad didnt order it. so we have to order it tomorrow. if he doesnt. hes going to hear something out of me. i know its a privalige to have a phone. but like, roar. i want mine!
i know what phone i want!
sorry. i was just looking at the phone my brother is getting. and since i havent ordered mine yet. i am going to get the one he is going to get. its called the Samsung M320 silver... i dont like the silver, but its the only color they have, so i have to get it. but its okay,because its a cool phone.
this is the last time i am changing my mind!
and if it turns out to be a phone i dont want, then i will have a phone i dont like. but really its all about calling people. and if it calls them, then thats fine!
i made the list of all my contacts already. there are 365.. ha im so cool ;P
you guys wanna see a double chin smiley? ok.: :)) haha... to clever. to clever.
yes Mirch i liked Henry, your the only one who did not know that, because even he knew.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
oh ma god
do we have any geo homework?
and like er i havent memorized my speech, like at all. and i have to do my math, and my english thingy
roar.
why does this break have to end?
but thats ok, because next year ima go to rosedale :)
and illl be like bam.
I really wish that my thirteenth year would be over already!i dont mean like i want to die, i just mean like, i wish i could turnm 14 already, because like er :( im all stressed out and i hate this year. and right now i am biting a marker... cause you all really needed to know that,
so...
i think its really amazing because of that guy who signed on to his blog and then he saw this one that was like this kid who threatened to burn down his school, and when he called the police they went out to find him 9and this school was in england or some fancy place like that, then when they found the 16 year old kid he had a knife and a loaded thing of gasoline and matches. that kid did all of this because of bullies. like i dont know what these kids did to him to make him do this, but like deal with it, burning down your hole school because of three kids is not the way to go, like i frikin goto bullied and like i said i dont know what these kids did to him, but i transfered schools. and i am "happy" now. and i dont (sometimes i do) have to deal with bitchy kids. and i still see those kids, except the kids that still try and fuck with me, i dont even know, they werent even in my class. and then like i was walking home from anya's house cause the bus driver was being a douche and then they were like you got beaten up by a grade 2. and like first of all. you didnt touch me. second of all. i kicked all your asses. and stephanie pussied out on my btw. and then like yeah so this kid sure he was emotionaly bruised but he still sould have dealt with it better.
and i am so happy that the people who killed Stephanie something from rosedale finally got sentanced. like my goodness who would be that jelous to kill somebody?
i am a jelous person, im not going to lie, but i can control that jelousy, and for this girl to kill KILL somebody because of they think that there boyfriend still liked there ex. thats just messed up. and like. thats honestly the one thing that scares me about going there next year, like obviously i know those kids wont be there, but like if i am in a relationship then its over, then the next girl with that guy wanys me dead? like no. im not scared about the drugs or anything, because everyone does it atleast once in there life. and you cant say you wont do it, because you never know if your going to change your mind. like there is this girl Aurora, and she was like the sweetest goody goody ever in 1-6 and i dont know what she was like in 7-8 but she said she would never ever EVER do drugs... she is now the biggest pot head at rosedale.
this is probably the longest post i have ever written. haha.
Like look at Mitch's he has like 5 line posts, i idolise you Mitch Duncan. i always thought you were Hannah Duncan's brother. but your not. so i love you mitch :)
and like er i havent memorized my speech, like at all. and i have to do my math, and my english thingy
roar.
why does this break have to end?
but thats ok, because next year ima go to rosedale :)
and illl be like bam.
I really wish that my thirteenth year would be over already!i dont mean like i want to die, i just mean like, i wish i could turnm 14 already, because like er :( im all stressed out and i hate this year. and right now i am biting a marker... cause you all really needed to know that,
so...
i think its really amazing because of that guy who signed on to his blog and then he saw this one that was like this kid who threatened to burn down his school, and when he called the police they went out to find him 9and this school was in england or some fancy place like that, then when they found the 16 year old kid he had a knife and a loaded thing of gasoline and matches. that kid did all of this because of bullies. like i dont know what these kids did to him to make him do this, but like deal with it, burning down your hole school because of three kids is not the way to go, like i frikin goto bullied and like i said i dont know what these kids did to him, but i transfered schools. and i am "happy" now. and i dont (sometimes i do) have to deal with bitchy kids. and i still see those kids, except the kids that still try and fuck with me, i dont even know, they werent even in my class. and then like i was walking home from anya's house cause the bus driver was being a douche and then they were like you got beaten up by a grade 2. and like first of all. you didnt touch me. second of all. i kicked all your asses. and stephanie pussied out on my btw. and then like yeah so this kid sure he was emotionaly bruised but he still sould have dealt with it better.
and i am so happy that the people who killed Stephanie something from rosedale finally got sentanced. like my goodness who would be that jelous to kill somebody?
i am a jelous person, im not going to lie, but i can control that jelousy, and for this girl to kill KILL somebody because of they think that there boyfriend still liked there ex. thats just messed up. and like. thats honestly the one thing that scares me about going there next year, like obviously i know those kids wont be there, but like if i am in a relationship then its over, then the next girl with that guy wanys me dead? like no. im not scared about the drugs or anything, because everyone does it atleast once in there life. and you cant say you wont do it, because you never know if your going to change your mind. like there is this girl Aurora, and she was like the sweetest goody goody ever in 1-6 and i dont know what she was like in 7-8 but she said she would never ever EVER do drugs... she is now the biggest pot head at rosedale.
this is probably the longest post i have ever written. haha.
Like look at Mitch's he has like 5 line posts, i idolise you Mitch Duncan. i always thought you were Hannah Duncan's brother. but your not. so i love you mitch :)
new phone in 5 days !
"i never gave up fighting i never said my good byes so why? why did we let go?" - mia rose
so yeah. i dont like that person. it was just one of those scares.. trust me this was a scare :S
so i guess im friend with Elsa now. we havent been in a while, but like today we actually talked. like not me pussying out, like i honestly said what was on my mind. and i know who KD likes :)
haha i feel so in with the Bowmore drama. even though it doesnt matter. but there is like no drama at E.A.S.T... and it sucks i love dramaaaaaaa / gossip, right now laura McFatass is telling me about her brothers girlfriend.
wopie.
im boreed
i cant wait to have a cell again... its tortue not having one!but thats only because i had one before, and im just not used to not having it.
like if i never had one, i would be fine without it, but its because im used to being able to call from where ever.
well in toronto.
and on weekends and weeknights past 6pm.
i only have 200 hundred minutes... and if you know me i talk on the phone a lot. and i usually use all those minutes up when i am walking home, i use them to call fat ass.
so yeah. i dont like that person. it was just one of those scares.. trust me this was a scare :S
so i guess im friend with Elsa now. we havent been in a while, but like today we actually talked. like not me pussying out, like i honestly said what was on my mind. and i know who KD likes :)
haha i feel so in with the Bowmore drama. even though it doesnt matter. but there is like no drama at E.A.S.T... and it sucks i love dramaaaaaaa / gossip, right now laura McFatass is telling me about her brothers girlfriend.
wopie.
im boreed
i cant wait to have a cell again... its tortue not having one!but thats only because i had one before, and im just not used to not having it.
like if i never had one, i would be fine without it, but its because im used to being able to call from where ever.
well in toronto.
and on weekends and weeknights past 6pm.
i only have 200 hundred minutes... and if you know me i talk on the phone a lot. and i usually use all those minutes up when i am walking home, i use them to call fat ass.
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