A once good day, turned into the WORST day or 2009

OK
WELL THIS IS ASS...
SO THE GUY I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH JUST DUMPED ME.
Its terrible to feel like this.
And ofcorse it has to be the same day that i was going to ask him if we were ever going to go out again, but before i see he's online, he starts talking to me and says
umm... Sorry we dont seem to be getting anywhere, we had some good times, but i hope we can still be friends.
seriously.
i made a promise to my self, that if he was the one to brake it up,
then i would never go out with another guy till gr 10.
So starting tomorrow,
i will never think anything about a boy.
This just goes to show how much shit guys cause girls to have.

I cant even think of anything to say,
i havent stopped crying since he said it,
but still, am i over reacting?
I honestly dont know if i am.
Because as much as i like him,
he doesnt like me
and i knew that,
i just tried to convince myself other wise.

Ros is trying to explain to me that he's is a really big loser,
but she also told me that even before we "dated", so she isnt diong it to make me feel better. Well she is because he's a loser and i shouldnt waste my time on him.
But that will happen, i WILL waste my time on him, and its stupid because he will be off with someone else soon enough, and i will be here just sitting and waiting for things to be different.
GAHH
like i said i dont even know what to say right now,
im to depressed. and i dont even think that i deserve to of felt happy when i was with him. Because it was all to good to last.
and i dont even want to do anything anymore. Like i was going to have a sleepover tomorrow with kara, but now, i think ill just bring her down, and ooooomggggggggggg i dont even know what to say anymorrrrrrreeeee