"he see's everything black and white, never let nobody see him cry, and i dont let noday see me wishing he was mine, yes i could tell you his favorite colors green, he loves to argue, born on the 17th his sisters beutiful he has his fathers eyes, but if you ask me if i love him... i'd lie" - taylor swift.
Ok so, yesterday i had a sleepover with Kara and Ros. It was fun, but i really didnt want to show how sad i was, i feel like crap knowing i could have done somethign diffrent, but i didnt, and its annoying.
Because i never wanted any of this to happen, ifi could go back in time, i would of just not gone to the party, or even not go to my school, and transfered to a different one so i wouldnt of even met the girl who's party it was. Thats not true, i am uberly glad i came to this school, i wouldnt have met any of the friends i have now, and i love my friends dearly. But i just really would have rather not of gone to that party, or just not liked him, which is like impossible, because he was like perfect. But i dont want to talk to anyone about him, because when we 'went out' i would always talk about him, and i dont want to talk about him now because then its like ill never shut up about him, but i dont want to hold it in i keep thinking of things i could have done differently.
Its just so annoying.
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