sick like a dowgg

OMG
will i ever get over him?
ITS BEEN FOREVER
well a week,
and then on friday i went to a sleep over at my best friends house and a show came on and a guy looked exactly like him, and i made her change the channel and i could tell she was sad, well, i knew she could see the sadness in me which made her sad.
any way
right now im sick :( and i have aa math test tomorrow and i havent studied so if i dont go then im missing a math test and my favorite subject none other than sex-ed!

I'm also really sad,
because one of my best friends is sad or mad or i dont know, but i know she's not happy, and then when i ask her she's just like NO IM FINE, and i know she's not, and i want to know whats wrong and i want to help her, but i cant or no one can, not even her self if she doesnt admit or let people in to help.
And I love her so much and i hate seeing her like this, especially since she's always so happy, well i dont know if shes like that on the inside but she always used to seem happy on the out side.